im not going to be a push over anymore, im not going to let you say one thing and then treat me life shit, i might have known you for a long time but your changing so much and i dont need friendships in my life that are become so bitter because most of the time you couldnt care less about me or my life your too self involved all the time now 

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Although the job I’ve got will suck and I’m working with food I’m so excited that I’ll have money and that I’ll be saving up to move to the UK. I’m happy I have a goal and an idea of what I’m doing with my life. Its only 6 months and then I can start fresh 😁😄

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sterility:

i wasn’t in a good place2014

i big part of me wishes that i hadnt of gotten this job so that i could have been leaving to england in the next month but now ill have to wait till the end of the year 

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19950522:

Got completely ditched by everyone for my birthday plans so I literally won’t be going out or doing anything for it because only one friend is coming. Fuck friends tbh

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I think the older I’m getting the more I realize I have nothing in common with my friends, if I was to get this job and stay in Brisbane the money would be of no use, I wouldn’t have anyone to go out with or talk too because I’m just not close to any of them anymore. Its not anyone’s fault its just life is kinda pulling us all in different directions and there not there for me but they don’t even need me anymore either. Idk what I’ll do but maybe moving will be a good idea, I can have a chance at meeting new people, and get away from this constant feeling of loneliness.

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Booty growing 👍

i feel really bad for my dad right now because hes lying downstairs on the couch because mum lost it at him for something that isnt even his fault and the problem is my mums going through menopause so when she loses it theres no way of calming her down and she literally goes mental at anyone including me ergh i swear to god i hope by the time im her age there better have some sort of pills or cure for pre menopause coz if im anything like her or treat my family the way she does once shes stressed id rather shoot myself 

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things i wish i could tell you part 4
drunk thoughts 
i’m sorry for being such a mess and saying all the wrong things but the darkness in my head was drowning me and i’m as bad at swimming as i am at everything else. 
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